today was sat .... wake up early in the morning nn meet aunt for breakfast ... hav MAC for breakfast nn saw thalia nn venus too .... after that went home nn clean the house :( my heart is so heavy now ... reli dunno wad to do or say lo ... even though ppl ask me wad happen i jus dunno wad to say lo .. onli can say i believe till worng ppl :(
i should not believe uu de lo ... i tell uu yet uu go tell other ppl ... uu kn that bcuz of tis my heart veri heavy till now still so heavy lo .. uu r the one who say yet i still ask uu ... i trust uu yet uu jus say ... u kn how sad im today yet pretend hav to pretend nth happen !! i dun wann to hide it it i dunno who cann i tell ... from nw onward i wont tell ANYONE abt ANYTHING .... no ppl cann b TRUSTED ... onli UU URSELF CANN B TRUSTED .... im tired of tis nn hope nth will happen .... i reli dun wann tell any ting so ppl please dun ask me wad happen .... not going to let any one kn .... so i onli cann pretend i dunno any ting jus let u guy kn that i not trusting any one now ....
from now onward i will study study nn study ... i wont tink so much i will jus study till i leave the skool ... i wont talk much nn i wont laugh much too ... i will change to another person will nw onward ... jus b cuz of uu ... i nt gonna b a girl that alway laugh nn talk much ... i gonna study for another 7 more mth .... nn i nt gonna tell any one abt my problem ....
changing to some one that is no longer me .....................................
